Wait a second, I was just watchIng myself having emotional outburst. I questioned myself, imagine myself in love with someone. I would write the same way. It is just that I was never in love before. Unfortunate me. Then I started having these what ifs. What if this? What if that? Then it reminded me of my dad.
As I was always telling you my dad told me a lot of good things. And one of those was that he adored satya Sai and shirdi Sai. In one of those quotes of satya/ shirdi Sai is this thing called 'unconditional love'. For which I actually didn't know the exact meaning then. A divine love is always unconditional. Which basically means irrespective of anything( including if it is reciprocated) you still love. He actually spoke about doing this to everyone. As a doctor I have to be doing that to everyone. But leaving that alone, coming to a personal perspective, my love towards my life partner ( my half) should also be unconditional, I thought after a deep insight. I thought even if she doesn't love me, I love her. But here leave alone not loving me, it's the reverse. She is loving me even if I don't. I sometimes felt that might be because it was her mistake. This cycle of thought was brought to an end with this term called unconditional love ( I would start calling it DIVINE LOVE). Now I have no option but to love her even is she loves me conditionally ( like only if I am going to reciprocate love).
So finally I just want to say that I love you soo much under what ever circumstances, we each other face. Challenges for our faith in each other might come in the way, but challenges are made to be faced and I am ready to face it. I would say I won it already.
Now I would just tell myself UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
This is for yourself, myself and for the whole universe. Pardon me for what I have done.
LOVE
SYAM
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